Saturday, January 22, 2011

Tree of Life Meditation System

Hetep Everyone,

It has happened again. This meditation cycle has revealed so much to me so quickly that I have been unable to decipher it in terms that I can share. I'm beginning to wonder if I can maintain this blog. I may have to reduce the number of entries that I can make. I will have to get back with you on that. I did want to write something to let you know that I am still here and still grateful to you for visiting my blog. When I am able to make more entries I will do so.

Until next time, I wish you great fortune and
Hetep

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Tree of Life Meditation System -- Day 11 -- Geb

Hetep Everyone,

Once again, here is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act.

In his book Tree of Life Meditation System pages 205-206, Ra Un Nefer Amen explains about the Life-Force.
"The integrity of the Life-force, the animal spirit, is chiefly governed by the breath, which is its chief nutriment, and by the law of cycles."
This is the territory of Geb. As you can see, skilled breathing and living according to the cycles of nature nourish the life force energy. I have been trying, with very small success, to apply these techniques to my life. This may be one of the chief reasons why the transformation I seek seems to be so elusive; however, I am quite hopeful that my practice of the techniques found in the Metu Neter vol. 4 will give me a great boost toward success.

Here is the Law of Geb, personalized form the words of Ra Un Nefer Amen in his book, Maat: the 11 Laws of God.

Geb: I know that from heaven I came and to heaven I will return. I seek not enduring works on earth.

How do I break the Law of Geb by not pausing and observing?

I have been unsuccessful in consistently using skilled breathing, diet, exercise, and following the natural cycles to develop and maintain my life force.

That is all for now. I wish you great fortune. Until next time,
Hetep

Friday, January 14, 2011

Tree of Life Meditation System -- Day 10 -- Auset

Hetep Everyone,

Once again, here is my meditation objective for this meditation cycle: I want to see my transformation into a Divine Being as I learn to pause and consciously observe my decision processes before I act.

Sometimes, I find myself slipping back into old habits. I don't meditate when I would like to or I don't eat the way I would like to. I just act as if I know nothing about spirituality. I get caught up in my lower nature of fears, anxieties, other people's dramas, etc. I have discovered that when I get this lost, I can find my way back by breathing. If I can reestablish my desired breathing patterns, then everything else eventually falls back into place.

Well, I have been practicing something similar with thinking. Thinking, as you may already know, can lead to ego. This may be why: thinking is filled with judging, assessing, and evaluating. These activities seem to be the basis of the unchecked ideas and images that flood our minds when we think. This type of thinking is egoic because we are always comparing our thoughts, feelings, and actions to those of others and we do this with situations as well. So, I'm trying to pause my thoughts in the following manner: to stop thinking, I must stop judging, assessing, and evaluating. I've had a lot of success in catching myself being caught up in my own ego. Ego, you may recall, is the territory of Auset.

Here is the Law of Auset, personalized form the words of Ra Un Nefer Amen in his book, Maat: the 11 Laws of God.

Auset: I am prepared to sacrifice everything in order to become God's vessel on earth. In return, I will receive everything.

How do I break the Law of Auset by not pausing and observing?

I still operate from my ego, my lower nature.

That is all for now. I wish you great fortune. Until next time,
Hetep